I am used to jog almost everyday. During summer, I even would jog in the morning and swim in the late afternoon. I was thinking a healthy body trump everything else. But somehow I stopped because of busy work. The sedentary office life style take over my most of time. Exercise became not my priority anymore. I don't care too much what did I eat. I smoked to get a temporally release of my stress. When I got lost from relationship, sex and ecstasy were the way to find excuse. But all those just make me felt worse. So I quitted the drug, then smoking. But socially drinking sometimes still could put me in trouble. In the end of day, I need to get rip of it. But  the worst thing ever is when I got the hiv result back.