although i made every effort to adjust my biological clock,i failed in the end.

i went to bed half past 12 last night,but i didn’t fall asleep until 3 o’clock.during the difficult time,the past occurred to me constantly.the bitter coldness,sleepless night and lost happiness made my eyes water.what’s worse,it wasn’t the first time i cried at night.every time i thought of him my eyes hazed.

the result was i woke up at 3pm again and again.i dislike the situation now,which made me in low spirits all day.i have ever written in my q-zone that i hate toss and turn restlessly in bed.however,i’m enable to change the condition all along.

the love letter sb. sent to me yesterevening did move me a lot.but as known to all,moving isn’t equal to love.moreover,i have never begun a relationship with someone who love me but not i love,and won’t either.

i just try to calm my turbulent thoughts.could i make a wish?please give me a steady sleep!