the idea that I am not so good to suit you appears in my mind from time to time.

I persuade myself that you are childish, indecisive and snobbish.

But with the bad personality of Libra, I am full of contradiction.

Childish?

He is just making fun, trying to lighten the seriousness and shorten the distance.

Indecisive?

There are two possibilities which may cause indecision, one is lack of self-confidence, and another is modesty.

Frankly speaking, he is more the last.

I was surprised by him when the first time he decided to invite me for dinner.

That was the one and the only time that he made me think he is decisive and manly (I mean...impressively).

Snobbish?

I still remembered that Jay said I am snobbish, I was shocked.

And the words confused me every time when it suddenly came into my mind.

I try to figure it out, what cause such impression on others?

Am I really snobbish?

I think I am snobbish when I lose my sense of humor.

And I usually lose my sense of humor when I am under pressure, such as working, being in a unfamiliar situation or getting around with whom I love(ha ha).

My snobbishness comes from doubt and nervousness.

What about him? Is he really snobbish?

I am not sure, for that I love him so much, I can not judge him objectively.

And maybe…I say “maybe”…he is snobbish out of the similar reason as me!

OR, if he is truly snobbish, that is none of my business, isn’t it.

By such cross-examination, I think I love him too much to over-analyzing  everything he has done.

I lost my balance and I should respect him, his own privacy as well as his right to reject me.

However, "Be nice to yourself, girl~"

It is normal when people fall in love.

I will strengthen myself, be more confident, at the same time, be modest, and appreciate you without look down on myself.

People are born with their different obligations.

We all have our special meaning.

Be strong and faithful, therefore, luck and well-being will follow you!