I tried to walk away with my pride;
I turned away as the tears started to fall.
I smiled and wished you the very best,
because life goes on afterall.

I wanted to run back to you but somehow I walked away;
you will never know how hard goodbye was for me to say.
I couldn't look back it was to hard for me to go;
even though I love you you'll never know.

I feel as if my world came to a end on that day;
you will never know how hard goodbye was for me to say.

Do I still think of you?
Do i still breath the air?
And at night do I still dream of you
and the memory that we share?
Do i still cry in the bed where I lay?

You will never know how hard goodbye was for me to say...

~~Fiddler 10/30/2001
Passing by that old apartment on Hsin Yi Rd. several times last week, sigh... how hard goodbye was....