i don't know if there's someone who frequents my mypaper.
but i do know it's where i can express myself.
i'd better here say sorry to whom i disappoint or frustrate.
i know i'm not well-controlled
n that's why i hope you all forgiveness (Jeremy in particular)
it's now tranquility that lessens my sorrow,
i look out the windows and there're glittering stars in the frosty darkness.
but...
can it glitter me?
i'm blue.