I can see my dark side in mind,
Like the dark sky at night.
When the adaptation comes to my eyes,
I might see the sky
Jewellery stars shining inside.

Dear Father,

We try so hard to approach you, to be close to you and to be like you. However, we failed and failed, again and again. I try to live with a peaceful mind, but am still losing control of myself.

Dear Father, please help me to pass through these. Please give me courage, patience and love to overcome my agitating mind, so that I can help other people who suffer their weakness like me.

Dear Father, we suffer from those terrible things, and find out that the most terrible one is our own mind. I do have such a will to be holy, like you, the other part of myself, however, impedes me. So the will is not my will, and the forgetfulness is not my forgetfulness. Father, the will to holy might come from you, but the will to distraction comes from myself. If the obstacles come from devil, then I'm the devil.

I can see my dark side in mind,
Like the dark sky at night.
When the adaptation comes to my eyes,
I might see the sky
Jewellery stars shining inside.

In the name of Jesus Christ,
Amen