Everyone have their own way to cure themself to get through the truama,

and this would be the hardest time for me than ever.

I wonder would I survival it or just close myself?

Again I wake up at the midnight, I can't remember who am I talking to and she just keep shaking her legs.

She seems nervers.

and I remind of the message that you reply me yesterday when I told you that Im about going to end myself.

What if I never say those word?

What if..............................