too much frustrated``
i know you don’t love me``
and you don’t really want me to help you

i am wasting my time``
and now
i must say to you
that i will never miss you again
until i finish the colleage enterance examnation``

then `
the world in my heart
will become clearly``
you too ``

i will let myself and you
know how muck i love you````

at that time
maybe i will forget you
maybe i will be your boyfriend````