my mind is so troubled..................

wanna scream
wanna cry
wanna chat
wanna be accompanied
wanna listen to someone's speaking

i just don't know why i am so moody.........

not able to think
not able to sleep
not able to read
not able to work
not even able to breathe

my mind is so blank......................

what's the cause?

i wanna know too

 do i have time to waste?
i don't wanna waste any time

but am i forcing myself too harshly?
i just don't wanna feel guilty and regret

self-disciplined vs. hedonistic
maintain a balance, ok?

ok..... i am learning.....