作者   (　只有一個，我。　)                                 站內  p-
 標題  我不是
 時間  2008/09/07 Sun 14:24:20
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
帶爸爸從台北榮總出院回家後
幾乎每天，都有人來看爸爸
好多好多的親朋好友，都來看爸爸
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
大家一看我怎在該上班的時間沒上班
都問我．．．”是不是離開台北，要回高雄上班了？”
笑了笑，跟大家說．．．”沒有，我是請了好幾天假回家”
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
他們說，爸爸這次可以平安的出院回家，我是大功臣
我並不想當功臣
我只想爸爸的可再恢復的更好，可以像以前一樣的行動自如
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
在高雄的所有人，真能體會並了解這將近３個月來，我承受且面對了多少嗎？
都是一堆只會出一張嘴的比較多吧
呵
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我或許一直都不是個很順從爸媽，照爸媽所想去走的孩子
我可能不像大部份的女兒一樣，年紀到了就結婚
但，我對爸媽的愛，是很深很深的
當大家都很開心的訴說著爸爸平安出院
我除了和大家一起開心，腦海浮現的是爸爸住院時所有一切折磨
我無法承受失去爸爸的無助和痛苦
不管爸爸現在有多孩子氣有多依賴有多懶惰不想復健
爸爸，已經平安出院，也已經可以跟我像以前一樣的交談
我會盡力
我一定會盡力讓爸爸的左腳，可以恢復的好
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我不想愛哭
可是，每當想起爸爸住院時的一切
我就會很心疼很不捨的淚在眼眶
當時，躺在病床上的爸爸痛苦，每天去看爸爸的我，更痛苦