作者   (　只有一個，我。　)                                 站內  p-
 標題  我並不想
 時間  2008/09/03 Wed 02:11:07
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
在爸爸出院回家後的這幾天
爸媽不斷的對我說著........”妳別不想結婚，女孩子終究要有婚姻才完整，有對象
　　　　　　　　　　　　　　可以相伴的另一半，就結婚吧，別讓我們擔心。”
我仍舊堅持著我的堅持
我並不打算為了結婚而結婚
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我明白爸媽一直擔心著我，若真一個人到老
那麼，爸媽往生後，我老了之後，我一個人．．．要怎麼辦？
爸媽始終認為我該結婚，有另一半，可以照顧陪伴著我一起
我不是不懂爸媽想的
但，我也有我想的
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我曾經很愛的愛過了
我更曾很接近很接近過我想要的幸福
最終，還是都錯過與失去了
現在這樣的我，就這樣吧
一切都是緣份和註定好的
真有那緣份，再久．．．它都會出現
若真沒有，那也是註定好了的
強求，是不會有什麼好結果的
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我想好好的陪伴爸爸媽媽，在爸媽需要我時，就在爸媽身邊
將來，我不想活太久，也不想活太老
爸媽哪天都不在了，我存在於這世界上的意義和目的，也就沒有了
我的爸媽，在我最糟糕時，不離不棄我
我更加會在將來爸媽需要我時，不離不棄爸爸媽媽
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
                                                                               
我並不想生命太長久
只要足夠，讓我好好的照顧陪伴我的爸媽
就足夠了
就好了