2010-04-21 18:07:26失眠的學者
這個時候
十六歲, 正是不上不下的時候
說小嘛已經脫離當初那種童真了,
說大嘛也還不到完全負責任的年紀, 至少法律上是如此
呵 覺得自己可以獨當一面了
其實不然...
哇 覺得應該可以拖離父母了
我想得美...
切 覺得自己已不再是小孩了
看別人怎麼想囉...
哈 覺得可以嚐嚐戀愛的滋味了
心頭的那道門鎖的更緊了......
真的想要證明好多事情,
每每當我說我要做到什麼事
在耳邊響起的不是鼓勵, 而是一桶從頭頂上刷下來的冷水
次次在我做了或說了什麼錯
在耳邊響起的不是安慰, 而是一連串的嘲笑何無奈的搖頭
所以我終於懂了, 什麼都不要說, 什麼都不要提, 密秘都留給自己
等到我成功了再浮出水面
人家看到的會是上面美麗的人而下面濕黏的魚尾......
藏起來就好了
21/03/10
水壺
hey, it's me. Remember? I guess we've lost contact for a while....
I thought about you today so decided to drop by your blog and see how you've been doing.
I kinda miss your random writings about your life that's so different (or distant) from mine. Sounds like you just turned 16? happy birthday!
I've never read ur stuff before so i cannot see how different and distant our writtings are. But my stuffs are really young and immature. That's why you see they are random. I don't write as much and as often as before now. Much busier in senior school.
By the way i write everyting now on qq space and only updating my pchome like once a few months whenever i remember to.
Keep in contact ah! 2010-05-16 18:11:54