Cain...is a lot of fun...(except the stupid bouncer part)
i have to say
but too many memories
its like ..APT reminds me of Z, Cain reminds me of N

I saw many hotties tonite
I saw that super cute french guy again, ha
I saw Camila's friend
just didnt see N

I was looking for him all nite long
but didnt see him
He used to go there every weekend
how come ive never seen him these days

I miss u, N
even though I shouldn't
yes, i do remember those good times
but they made me miss you more
which is non sense, because u r probably making out with another girl

thats how i feel every nite
i am so looking forward to see u, yet im also so afraid that ill see u making out with another girl, which is very very possible

U were so mean to me
but i still miss u
ive never stopped missing u
cuz i did like u (and cuz im stupid)
i liked u more than u can imagine, even more than i can imagine
but u will never understand, will never know....

I wanna get over u, and i will, i will, i will



I have a funny brother.....he said
"你還不如去找一個有錢老美再紐約半個世紀婚禮, 請他來觀禮"
(thats so funny, haha)
"聰明,風趣, 愛玩..女人, 尤其是笨女人(thats me), 最容易被那種男人迷惑
人都是得佈道的越想得到,但是有時候 冷靜下來想想
跟人家爭來的東西 有時候只是一種想營的快感
其實要說有多喜歡 其實很難講吧
maybe你覺得跟他有心靈交流, but他不珍惜啊"

旁觀者清........