I always feel nervous recently.

I don’t know why.

Especially when I was playing the piano,I often could not pay my attention to it.I always think about many things.Kei,exam,BB(my dog).....in general I could not collect my attention.

But I can’t control myself.How upset I am!

So today when I went to study playing the piano,my profecsser was very angry and she scolded me angrily.She said if it will be continuting,I can’t pass the exam.

I feel nervous!!Very nervous!!!!!

Sometime I just want to tell somebody but nobody show me!

Sometimes I actually think all the people died!!!!

Kei,you are the sun,making everyone warm.

But how can I approach your light?

Kei,I miss you.