2008-09-29 00:44:29十月秋
R’s wedding
It’s very difficult to describe my feeling when I was in
R’s wedding party, when I met my supervisor M & J there.
At the begining, M asked me am I still living in Taipei?
Later, he asked me about my job, if I already got a job.
I said: yes, I’m living in Taipei and working in a bank.
It’s an embarrasing moment to me.
Guilt fulfilled in my heart, I could not even look at his eyes.
I left them with the reason I need to go back my hometown
R’s wedding party, when I met my supervisor M & J there.
At the begining, M asked me am I still living in Taipei?
Later, he asked me about my job, if I already got a job.
I said: yes, I’m living in Taipei and working in a bank.
It’s an embarrasing moment to me.
Guilt fulfilled in my heart, I could not even look at his eyes.
I left them with the reason I need to go back my hometown
and take care of my mom.
But true story is I still in Taipei, I betrayed them....??
Sucks!
What am I doing??
I chose to stay in a safe zone, to be an ordinary people,
But true story is I still in Taipei, I betrayed them....??
Sucks!
What am I doing??
I chose to stay in a safe zone, to be an ordinary people,
a small potato.
What’s my dream, and if I have a dream, where is it now?
I just like a dog breathing in this earth without any feeling.
Could I just let it go?
And have a better life without any guilt.
p.s.
I got the flowers from the lovely bride.
Ping said I will be the next one to get married, I am lucky.
Really?
What’s my dream, and if I have a dream, where is it now?
I just like a dog breathing in this earth without any feeling.
Could I just let it go?
And have a better life without any guilt.
p.s.
I got the flowers from the lovely bride.
Ping said I will be the next one to get married, I am lucky.
Really?
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英文不好的我
直接看完了你的這篇文章
有些單字我不懂
但是我完全瞭解你的心情
可我還是要說
不要太在意
真的沒關係
那都沒關係的
離開都只是一個藉口
你已經做的很好了
真的！
我相信懂的人自然會體諒
不懂的人你說再多也是枉然
社會就是這樣
現實就是這樣
我們都在其中
沒有誰可以逃過
所以
真的要想開一點...
要往好處想
這也是我常常告訴我自己的話。
謝啦!
真的~
如果一直去想這些
就ㄧ直擺脫不了
這些愧疚感彷彿在我每次想起時
都會出現一次
我很健忘
卻偏偏會記得一些困擾自己的事情~