I've been in some kinda emotional low recently, that could be many reasons. First I didn't get the room available for rent which i was so close to win the bid, but my hesitation and slow responsiveness gave the chance away. This reason probably accounts for all. For this thing i've been pretty disappointed, well more than that, upset. It was a nice house located in the residential area, good amenities, nice front yard view and a lovely perky huge dog which is very friendly. Current tenants are two Canadian girls one is at my MBA program, 22 yr old, unbelivably smart. The other one is actually the landlord who practically doesn't live there.

I was the first one initiated a contact with them while it first came out for rent. I've been wanting to live in a hosue, and the most importantly, to live with English speaking people. I'm sick and tired of speaking my own language 24/7 and then get upset to deal with an English conversation.

I guess this thing has stayed my mood in a very low key. I'm really one of those people that are quick in making decision, but insufficient in carrying it out.

If time could go back a week ago......