2005-02-03 13:18:07Bombshell

Guilt trip set off the trigger!

Aside from the stress from work, money and house, I have to take care of a friend who just broke up with the boyfriend two nites ago and currently crashes with me, it'd be nice to have her room with me in my new house, but currently, it's just potentially a big pain in the butt to deal with my currently living situation. But it got me thinking, if I ever needed a bf, or man in my life. I can pretty much do everything myself, and I'm stronger than a lot of men and most women out there.

Today, I went to the house to take some measurements after work, figured if I were to wait until the agent gets back to me, it would probably not be anytime sooner than when I physcially move in. I needed to know some dimensions before I could order appliances.

Also had to talk to a couple flooring companies to compare prices, materials and labor quality. On top of that, gf's bday is coming soon and yet i hvn't figured out a place to hold the party or talk to promotors.....

Then a phone call from Brian totally ticked me off and set off the water faucet. I was already in the shitty mood to have any heart to put up with his malicious gulit trip so I totally broke down. I just decided he was such a jerk that even given the benefit of the doubt, he's still a waste of time!

But after all that crying, I indeed felt a lot better! stress got release somehow and mood was back to normal...