Do I really be overloaded?
Or, just think I am?


Yes, I like the job, in truth.
Yes, I don’t like the job, sometimes.

I enjoy doing experiments,
but I hate the pressure put on me.

Every two weeks, we have a subgroup meeting,
and two days after, I, alone or with my boss,
have to discuss with the professor.
I wrote the applications and the reports;
I budgeted for our (or my) projects.
I am the PI and the RA at the same time.


And, I do not like my co-workers so much.


However, I still have to tell others who care about me
that I enjoy the job and it is a good job for me and my future.
Even if I am not so sure if it is really good for me.




I hope someday I’d like the job, truthfully.