today, we seem to find a place to live. an old apartment. compared with others, this one is ok in terms of rent and quality. after 20-day searching and finding, this one is really ok, i think.

it has three rooms. the biggest one is comfortable, for it's square & complete. the rest two are rather narrow. one is close to the bathroom and share the windows with it. the other is beside the kitchen. u can imagine that the smell of cook will float into the room. but they're not that bad in fact. the one choosing smaller rooms can have two independent rooms. one is used for studio whereas the other is for bedroom. it's nice, isn't it? two separate rooms for different purposes. somehow i imagine that i'll stay there longer than a year, i think.

a place suitable for study. quiet place but not the highest one. we realize if the apartment locates on the top of the building, then the temperature will get god damned hot in summer. the apartment is on the 5th floor. there is still one floor above it, so we don't have to worry about the temperature in summer. still, it's not equipped with air conditioner. we gotta buy new ones ourselves. the rent is ntd12000 per month. it's favorable, isn't it?

finally, we're going to move out from the cursed house we're living now. a sad place where we lost our babies, argued all the time, and experienced all the sadness and parting. it's stressed life for the past year. i don't know if it has anything to do with living here. i just knew that i wasn't happy to live here. feel noisy, annoyed, and irritated most of the time. feel bad luck in work and romance. feel helpless to live in such a ghetto. feel there is no hope to be here. i miss what i lost. the lives of two cute dogs and my families.

there will be a new start. i hope and believe so. i'm ready for it.