在無名小站上看了妳的相簿
一句照片的附註讓我心裡激動莫名

說不上是什麼感覺
只是好像世界突然蒙上了一層灰霧
把我隔絕在眼前的那個世界之外
身旁不遠處的室友 興高采烈地跟我分享她剛發現的新奇事務
而我卻只能瞎應和著
再沒什麼聽的進去
眼前的字句把我轟到大老遠去
剛想抹平的皺摺又更猖狂地復活了

前不久也發生過類似的狀況
只是當時的那一句話引起比現在更大的漣漪
也讓我胡思亂想了很多
甚至差那麼一點點就會脫軌了
而這次也沒好到哪裡
我只是冷靜了點 刻意不想太多(但還算是想很多)

妳的話都是真的嗎
跟我想的一樣嗎
是不是我教壞妳了 所以妳也學會像我一樣 用隱藏的方式說話
如果可以妳會重來嗎
還是一切就這樣了 從那時候就塵埃落定了

以前的我要不到答案 更別提現在的我了

如果是真的 請讓我知道
如果只是一時衝動 不管是回來或離開 請在清醒時給我一個sign
我還在 一直都在 只是曾經轉身了 又難過的掉過頭來
我一直都是大樹 一直都是 一直都是……




There's a thousand words that I could say
To make you come home, yeah
Seems so long ago you walked away
And left me alone
And I remember what you said to me,
You were acting so strange
And maybe I was too blind to see
That you needed a change

Was it something I said, to make you turn away
To make you walk out and leave me cold
If I could just find a way
To make it so that you were right here,
right now

Chorus:
I've been sitting here
Can't get you off my mind (Can't get you off my mind)
I'm trying my best to be a man and be strong
I drove myself insane
Wishing I could touch your face (I could touch your face)
But the truth remains,
You're gone
You're gone
Baby you're gone (you're gone)
Baby girl you’ re gone
you're gone, you're

Now I don't wanna make excuses, baby
Won't change the fact that your gone (no, no)
But if there's something that I could do,
Won't you please let me know
The time is passing so slowly now,
Guess that's my life without you (Guess that's my life without you)
And maybe I could change my everyday,
But baby I don't want to

So I'll just hang around and find some things to do
To take my mind off missing you (take my mind off missing you)
And I know in my heart, you can't say that you don't love me too
Please say you do, yeah



What will I do if I can't be with you?
Tell me where will I turn to, baby who will I be?
Now that we are apart, am I still in your heart?
Baby why don't you see that I need you here with me?



……Gone