2005-06-18 21:46:38Zona

My Sweet Bear--My Source of My Happiness

I was having a really great time with my Bear these days. Although the weather was bad this week, I felt so happy to be with him anyway.

We didn't do anything really special actually. We went to Taipei 101's One Page Bookstore since we both loved to read. We went to his house where he stayed with his family in 板橋 and had lunch with his family. We went to Taoyuan, we went to Tamshui....However, no matter what, I felt so much joy to be with him.

Even in the raining day, which is usually the days that would annoyed me the most, he could still make me laugh for no reason. He is such a funny person, I could feel so much great feelings while being with him. When we went on an elevator, I would always lean back and he would be standing in the back and hold me tight. He likes to say things silly to make me pretend to be mad. It was awesome to be with him. To cry together, and to laugh at the same time. His shoulders are so stong and board that he is always holding me. And I can hold nothing but him in the train. He said he would surely avoid me from falling, and he did. I could always have faith in him, for sending me happiness and safety.

Sometimes we were worried about the future. What if I go abroad again after finishing college?! We do not want to stand for another seperation. What will happen after he finished the army? How hard can he be to earn enough money for both us to live, and to fulfill our dreams. However, we have faith, that we will be with each other. I have read a sentence in a book I was reading these days," The unexpected disadvantage of modern life is our victory over our own fates." The main charactor thought the world had called on us to decide too many things that we thought we are lived to control things. In another word, everyone is able to control life. And to me, it is possible to create our own futures by having faith in God and in ourselves.

I indeed hear God told me that my Bear is the one for me, and I am the one for him. He had told me so clearly that I have to believe it. Since He had said that, I will take anything to keep my faith in my Bear. We can never predict our future, but we can always have dream.

^^ My Bear is the best, intellegnt, funny and handsome. But my Lord is even better, He is the one who brings us together....

I love you my baby Bear. 我最愛頭頭熊了!!