2009-03-21 23:50:36張微涼

不該真不該太不應該


        我都沒做到,我這個二條加抽筋的人.還在妹妹面前大講特講.
         never變成了ever,我愣了一下,馬上把小魂拉回來.告訴自己說,你已經提醒過我.所以……,OK.我閉上眼睛堵上耳朵捂上胸口休息一下便好.那個小人兒出來說,不準難過!這個自己說,走開!要你管!救命啊救命啊!
         我從來沒想過翻看,真的真的.誒誒誒,今天這是怎么了?我確定是鬼使神差的問題,我點了.我真不是故意的,太意外了.我都沒想到.刷,一發不可收拾的看完了.我樂不起來了.我傻了,腦袋確實空白的.所以我以為在沉思什么,其實我是慌張無助的.
                        
        
         我不告訴你,因為你已經告訴我了.所以,活該和應該到底哪一個合適我?
         我沒資格呀,沒資格安慰別人,沒資格給別人講情愛大道理.
         我以為我誰啊,我不能以為我誰,只能別人承認我誰.那樣我才能知道我誰.
          誰啊誰啊誰啊,我知道是誰了.我真不應該.


 我怎么這么討厭下雨,下雨就是不吉利,我不找事事都會找我.何必呢.不該不該.


                                                                         夜空中劃出刺眼的白光
                                                                                我哀傷的舞鞋
                                                                                         刺穿
                                                                                在暮色中垂死
                                                                                   酥軟的手腕
                                                                            堅持著最后的姿態

                                                                                   我是不倦的
                                                                                   你是掌握的
                                                                                                  
                                                                               眼前是刺痛的
                                                                             我看的是明白的
                                                                                語言是無力的
                                                                                統統是現實的
                                                                                 
                                                                                  我是堅持的
                                                                                  我是不敗的
                                                                                  沒有勝負的


                      不該真不該太不應該 看到了看到了全看到了 也好也好
                                                                                                                                                                                                                             
                                                                                                                    
 
                                                                                                 
 
       PS:終於看見。你心裏放了一個你心愛深愛的人.我卻不想不想再提起我的過往.



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