我不是一個快樂的人，但是我是樂觀的人。聽起來有一點矛盾，但是我卻也很習慣這種組合。一個人的時候，所有雜七雜八的思緒都會竄出來，很難開心的起來。音樂是一個最好的掩護，快樂悲傷都很容易被沖淡。情緒有時候淡一點比較適合，喝多了咖啡，有白開水喝也是一種幸福。樂極生悲的說法，也不是沒有他的道理，一個人如果堅強慣了，後來的崩潰會很讓人心酸。成天膩在一起，那一種珍貴的感覺，是不是就被沖淡了呢？

其實或許只是所謂“強說愁”吧。

I am Not a happy person, but am optimistic kind. Sounds conflicting, but not really. When I am alone, the brain functions too well, all the ideas no matter good or bad are running in my mind. Playing music to cover the ideas in my mind is my solution. It dilutes happiness and sadness. I prefer thin emotions to strong ones. After all days drinking coffee, take a glass of water is kind of happiness,isn't it?? In Chinese there is a slang "When one is too happy, there comes the disaster." in this case it make sense.