Well...thanks.
I`ll try not to do so.
However, different choices make different situations.
My situation is that I gonna lose my freedom.
(Actually I`ve already lost it for a long time.)
So if you are considerate enough,
please don`t show me how much freer you are.
I`ll be very grateful.

You really make me more confused.
And, how could say your master degree doesn`t help at all.
It`s not just the diploma you think.

What you`re saying is like I being a jerk
who is not grateful to what I have right now.
The truth is, I`m getting more optimistic. I try.
Yet, I don`t wanna see you fall into the other side.
That`s one of the reasons that I keep calling you out.
I wanna do something to make you happy, my dear friend.

Yes, yes, I know all about these things,
but you don`t really get it.
First, a master degree won`t help anything!
Also, who would like a surrounding like that?!

All I want to show you is your attitude:
See, you`re pessimistic again!
You don`t have to apologize in fact.
Just debate for yourself, and have a &quotgay&quot life.
I really wanna see you get happier.

Really? Seriouly I do not know, you know how stupid I am.
I haven`t noticed that it might make you so uncomfortable.
Then, I`m really sorry about that.

Yes. You might think that you might waste one year
on the damn military service.
I also have been through that, and it`s quite ok if you`re not afraid of it.
It`s just one year.
Besides, you and I start from differentlevel,
I`m just graduate form colleges, and
I`m kinda sick about the surroundings.

Yet, the actions or the behavior that I do,
just the way to konw who I am.
I`m still being counfussed, and not sure about myself.
I even don`t know which role I should be, btm or top, bro or another one.

Again, I`m rally sorry about everything I`ve done.