2006-03-03 07:02:03Fiona
【Manhattan生活雜記】soliloquy W. fort minor FEB. some days
DAMN~~~~~~I missed the party......
Really wanna have some fun these days......
I wanna SCREAM with yall, have fun everyday
Don’t care my brain’s working or not now....
But now..I only feel like FREAKING OUT
2.20.06
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I put my trust in you
push as far as I can go
for all these, there’s only one thing you should know
I’ve tried so hard and got so far but it doesn’t even matter....
2.24.06
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Don’t you know you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afriad to lose control.......
2.26.06
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”Believe Me”
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we’ve come to
If you don’t want to
Then you don’t have to believe me
But I won’t be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You’re on your own now believe me
I don’t want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I’m just sayin
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you’ve got a face to pain
And the devil’s got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey
Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don’t really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we’ll see
But it’s not gonna happen to me
[chorus]
Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I’m thinking like the mistake I made doesn’t hurt
But it’s not gonna work
Cause it’s really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got
You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one’s around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we’ll see
But it’s not gonna happen to me
[chorus]
Really wanna have some fun these days......
I wanna SCREAM with yall, have fun everyday
Don’t care my brain’s working or not now....
But now..I only feel like FREAKING OUT
2.20.06
----------------------------------------------------------
I put my trust in you
push as far as I can go
for all these, there’s only one thing you should know
I’ve tried so hard and got so far but it doesn’t even matter....
2.24.06
------------------------------------------------------------------
Don’t you know you’re smothering me
Holding too tightly
Afriad to lose control.......
2.26.06
-------------------------------------------------------------------
”Believe Me”
[chorus]
I guess
That this is where we’ve come to
If you don’t want to
Then you don’t have to believe me
But I won’t be there when you go down
Just so you know now
You’re on your own now believe me
I don’t want to be the one to blame
You like fun and games
Keep playing em
I’m just sayin
Think back then
We was like one and the same
On the right track
But I was on the wrong train
Just like that
Now you’ve got a face to pain
And the devil’s got a fresh new place to play
In your brain like a maze you can never escape the rain
Every damn day is the same shade of grey
Hey
I used have a little bit of a plan
Used to
Have a concept of where I stand
But that concept slipped right out of my hands
Now I don’t really even know who I am
Yo, what do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we’ll see
But it’s not gonna happen to me
[chorus]
Back then, I thought you were just like me
Somebody who could see all the pain I see
But you proved to me unintentionally
That you would self-destruct eventually
Now I’m thinking like the mistake I made doesn’t hurt
But it’s not gonna work
Cause it’s really much worse than I thought
I wished you were something that you were not
And now this guilt is really all that I got
You turned your back
And walked away in shame
All you got is a memory of pain
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground
I hear your voice in my head when no one’s around
What do I have to say
Maybe I should do what I have to do to break free
What ever happens to you, we’ll see
But it’s not gonna happen to me
[chorus]