Sent: Friday, June 18, 2004 1:58 PM
Subject: Something is better left unsaid and let action talks.
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I got the flowers...they're beautiful...thank you...^_^...

you know, I'm not ready to jump into another relationship that soon actually...
I'm not sure what I want and I'm afraid to let you down in the end...

your kindness and support makes me strong but I'm afraid I may mis-interpret
"love" and "companion" and make both of us suffer...

that's why I feel pressured...I may not be able to give you what you expect in return...
if that's the case, you'll feel pain and I will too...

you're really a nice guy, and an amazing husband candidate...
I'm supposed to feel excited if I feel so strong to settle down...
however based on my last experience, I'm afraid you didn't come at the right time...
my heart is weak now whcih makes me depend on you naturally...
but is it love? or just friendship? or I'm just taking advantage of you...?

Maybe I think too much...
forgive me that I didn't call you immidiately upon receiving the floweres...

all my colleagues envious of me, thank you for letting me show off ...^_^...