it's turning to a stage that,
i'd rather be single.
i hate my expectation on my partner.

i HATE that.

i know it wasnt your fault
i KNEW it.

i know i should put my blame on you.
but i just couldnt hide my DISAPPOINTMENT.

i lost my ability of being on my own.
i can't eat on my own now.
i can't walk, shop, or do anything on my own now.
(okay, except pee.)

i HATE myself being like this.