(抱歉.跟我說這段話的人中文有點差.
lol)

”if people dont like you they wouldnt even care about you,
they look up to you they want you to 出色.
u should b proud that you have so many friends and family
at support u,who do i have here,
no one.
you gotta b strong,u cant just give up.
so easily,
who is going to cheer me up when im down?
live through it,show them that u can 出色,
dont let little things affect what you going to be.
thats it im done talking.
i gotta go out.
u need to stop thingking too much
妳倖福than me
因為妳有親情
我有nothing
永遠不要說我倖福過妳.”


天啊.
看完這段袮跟我說的話

我似乎聽到心碎的聲音.
袮不明白我的感覺
不明白我話中有話
除非我一五一十告訴袮
我真的很想告訴妳
但是我一說齣來
就連最普通的關繫也沒有啦
那一定會很尷尬.
我得媽牙!




更深一層
也看得齣袮沒有跟我一樣的感覺

我真的很討厭這個鬍思亂想的自己
原來什么都沒有髮生過


亂說話的后果.

就是被袮說暸一頓
以后都不跟說暸啦

最好永遠都擺在心裏好
免得又是我自己一個人的幻想!