可能是因為midterm快到來的關係，本來盡量少聽流行歌的，今天晚上卻忍不住想聽。

我很複雜矛盾，很多衝突的特質，正面也是我possess的，反面也是我possess的。

我不喜歡孤獨，可是我又害怕群眾，甚至，是討厭！

我喜歡冒險，卻也喜歡安定的感覺。

我不喜歡和別人聊心裡話，可是又沒辦法將自己的想法憋在心裡。

我希望別人了解我，可是又不想大費周章和別人解釋我的奇特思考。

我不喜歡感覺孤單寂寞就在MSN上和人聊天聊很久，卻又不喜歡一個人獨坐在四坪的房間，一直唸書準備考試。

這樣讓我覺得生活似乎一天和一天沒有什麼不一樣，只是SOSDD（Same Old Stuff Different Day）

所以我聽Avril的Anything but ordinary

我的心情無法完全用這首歌表達，我只覺得，這首歌可以當做我現在心情的背景音樂。因為有時候真的覺得很

FREAKING OUT…
WEIRD…
Just wanna SCREAM！！！

Anything But Ordinary

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It’s my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna SCREAM
It makes me feel ALIVE

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
SOMEBODY save my life
I’d rather be anything BUT ordinary please

To walk withIN the lines
Would make my life so BORING
I want to know that I
Have been to the EXTREME
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel ALIVE

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
SOMEBODY save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please.

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident turbulent suculent
opulent permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don’t wanna waste it away

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh my self to sleep
It’s my lullaby

Is it enough?
Is it enough?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please

Is it enough?
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please
I’d rather be anything but ordinary please.

也許我應該在歌詞旁寫個中文翻譯，可是，有些心情不是中文能表達的傳神的，so I just leave it there…in English.