Maybe I should say I'm tired of looking
at failure in the mirror...it hurts and its
tiresome...Maybe I should say I value
freedom over money...Maybe I should say
Enlightenment is still an attainable goal
and I'm continuing my bold human search
for my figuritive Boddhi Tree...I just happen
to be doing it literally...Maybe I should say
The only thing in my immediate future if I
stayed is depression and compensatory
alcoholism and a fat bloated corpse on
the couch...a comic book in one hand and
a remote control in the other...Maybe I
should say I would rather die a free man
half-crazed in the woods with a smile on my
face at the age of 33 then live one more
day of banality and adaptation to the cliche
my life has become...

Yeah...Maybe I should say those things...