I am always wondering that do u really need me
or just because you are lonely and I am the nearest girl you can grab in your hand.
Maybe I am just a toy that u can reach anytime you want.
The awful thing is that I don’t really care, don’t really care that u want me or not
don’t really care u love me or not.
Maybe I like to be one of your toys, so I can keep my soul with me ......
I know I can love someone else later in my life......
Or I shouldn’t do that because I am wasting your time what if you really like me
then maybe someday I will hurt you badly.....
that’s something I really don’t want to do...

something i worte @ Wednesday, August 25, 2004
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