i told myself never regreat, never regreat and nothing to regreat

take up side down, i chose to be a secreat keeper, keep my own secreat, and tonight i ask myself, am i happy?

once i persuade myself, if happiness stronger than sorrow, than everything worth it
and then i persuade myself, you cannot deny a person just because you have more and more problem
finally i question myself, am i really the one enjoy the relationship?

maybe somebody can give me hope, but also can push me into the uncertain world, out of selfish

i don’t want to think too much about monday don’t even mention friday, i think it might be better if i save the time for my own

how about take a chance, no more on monday and no more on friday, my heart might be broken into pices, but maybe face to the problem, everything is clear, no more tears no more hurt, i am sorry i told a lie, i cried many times, especially recently

i am a stranger to myself, i want to be alone and not to be alone