2019-12-22 16:29:45潔西

2019 Taiwan

在11月初終於回了台灣一趟,除了拿到簽證後終於可以輕鬆地返家

心理面也期待是不是這次的旅行 可以給心理面的問題一個答案

坦白說,上飛機的那一刻是有點後悔,心理面還想為什麼不待在家好好睡三個星期

搭乘白天的飛機是有點不習慣,加上整飛機的人,讓自己有點煩躁

回到家都已經晚上快十點了。疲倦一下子讓自己睡了好覺

第一個星期的自己是緩慢和滿身的不適

頭痛的症狀到第二個星期才好。但是吃吃喝喝的行程也沒有停過

然後好像開始融入這個一直是我的家的地方

看了醫生,洗了牙也做了身體檢查

一個一個得讓我覺得我在過我的生活了,好像沒有離開過一樣

心理面牽掛的從兩個變一個

我也不知道這樣的原因是甚麼

回到了澳洲 看著P 我一點感覺都沒有了

不能否認他可以帶給我的生活

但是卻覺得好像少了 點甚麼

我卻說不上來

每次在某個時間點 都會覺得後悔

回想著在回台灣前的三個月 那份激情怎麼就消失了

是我 對吧......

有一瞬間 ,想就這樣轉身回台灣的

但是我知道  這樣問題不會結束的

上一篇:夜景

下一篇:Lockdown後的世界

蕃茄妹~* 2020-03-20 10:16:55

haha, it's ok. I'd rather keep our relationship in this way. Not knowing each other for every detail, then we can have a lot to share when we have chance to meet one day!

蕃茄妹~* 2020-03-17 10:18:41

Jessie, no problem. My schedule was tight when i was in Brisbane. There must be a chance we can meet each other one day. I am so sorry to hear about your lost...please do take care. and keep good health and pay attention to the coronavirus. Wear masks when neccessary ,though I understand it's not the culture there.

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thank you so much.. i try to search you from facebook but could not find which one is you... 2020-03-17 14:47:47
蕃茄妹~* 2020-02-19 23:20:53

哈嚕Jessie,不知道上面的悄悄話是不是妳的回覆呢?😄 you may search me at “Sophia chan” on Facebook if you wish. Will leave Brisbane on 2nd March ;)

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sorry,i did not know you can not see it. and i missed your time in Brisbane.
my cat was really sick and he passed away last monday. he is my everything, could not keep him make me so upset and heartborken..
sorry about missed our date,wish you all best and hoep we can meet each other soon after all this disaster finish.
2020-03-16 16:29:47