2006-05-01 17:27:39;。Season.

忽然間很害怕

真得很害怕


i do not afraid of difficulty
but i afraid that i will lose everything
in fact
i have lost everything i got


很想很想哭
我可不可以偷偷哭以下

一個人哭
不要被別人看到

害怕別人看到自己得懦弱
可是真得沒有辦法堅強
沒有信心





i do not know what to do
and how to do with
my future


i do not know where to go



i just want to be myself


but without my winds

i feel so small

i am not the one i want to be


i am just a fool

i do not need everything

and i just want to be free

but it is not so easy to be myself

i lost everything

including myself



囘不到過去

囘不到我想要的地方

太過依賴過去的自己

忘叻現在的自己






這個世界不符合我的夢想


幻想破滅

祗想離去


無所牽挂







讓我安靜的離去吧







i just want to be myself


i do not need love from anybody



freedom is just enough








[till the end]