my annoyned is increasing
my furious is getting over the board

i just can’t understand
why the things r becoming so complicated ??
i’m not standing on the side right or left
i used to want to be myself
i wanted to be the same with everyone

now, it’s figure out
there is always something
that one’s hardworking will never affect on them

i’m getting lost
getting lost between the people and their things
i feel dissapointed
dissapointed on friends i used to have
maybe i’m easy
maybe i’m simple
too simple in which explains why i do not understand these things
their thinkings

i’m regreted all the time and energy i’ve wasted
like they r doing right at moment
the pains come from the nothingness
the nothingness inside of them
creates the whole feeling
the bastard feeling
.....



to be continued