Sometimes we may feel lost as 4 years my husband has gone and I think I skip my emotional burden.  As I do not really have time to feel sad, I just keep working and try to survive. Facing the changeable world with singles today faced more issues then before.  I hardly can trust any men in my life.  No one is like him loving me unconditional like my dad as two men I love all of my life.  Losing a giant dad to support me and not giving me a chance to spend more life with him.  This lifetime I won't be able to and hope next life he could be my dad again.  As for my husband, I knew this life we had no matter happy or sad, sweet or bitter. I know I won't be able to find anyone like him, I still have to keep moving forward.

If any of you missed your spouse like me, you could share that with me.  Today, just miss him so much.   How about you?