What the hell am I doing?

I am doing something hurting myself, at the same time hurting you deeply.

Believe in me, this is not what it supposed to be.

I was not able to apply those what so called ’My Love Theories” into our relationship which I always think I can.

Finally, what I have realized is there is always no theory can be applied on what we called ’LOVE’.

What a stupid LOSER!

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I Don’t Wanna Fight


I can’t sleep
everything I ever knew
is a lie, without you

I can’t breathe
When my heart is broke in two
There’s no beat, without you

You’re not gone, but you’re not here
Is that the way it seems tonight
If we could try to end these wars
I know that we can make it right

Cause baby

I don’t wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it’s in my heart
Wont let me be apart from you

I don’t wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I’m hoping we can start tonight
Cause I don’t wanna fight, no more

How can I live
When everything that I adore
And everything I’m living for
Girl it’s in you

I can’t dream
Sleepless nights have got me by
The only dream I’ve ever had
Is being with you

I know that we can make it right
It’s gonna take a little time
Lets not leave ourselves with no way out
Lets not cross that line

I don’t wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it’s in my heart
Won’t let me be apart from you

I don’t wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I’m hoping we can start tonight
Cause I don’t wanna fight, no more

I made a bet, I made a vow
That I will never let you go
I mean it then, I mean it now
And I wanna tell you so

I don’t wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it’s in my heart
Won’t let me be apart from you

I don’t wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I’m hoping we can start tonight (can we start)
Cause I don’t wanna fight, no more

I don’t wanna fight no more
I forgot what we were fighting for
And as lonely as it′s in my heart
Won’t let me be apart from you

I don’t wanna have to try
Girl to live without you in my life
So, I’m hoping we can start tonight
Cause I don’t wanna fight, no more

It’s a lie, without you, without you

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Please don’t worry, I am listening to .