happy birthday..

i was trying to write u sth..
thought u might wanna 8 sth out of boredom...XD
like what u always did b4..

but i'm really too worn out for that lately..

i know u r not going to blame me or anything..
cuz at least!! i didnt mix u and sarina wong's bday up la this year..

so..anyway..
u should know better than i do abt what i wanna say to u..
u should know better than anyone else in this entire how much i lost as i lost u....

this pain is just unbearable..

wherever u r..happy birthday...
my ever dearest ho pun pun........................