not the body but the mind....

I refuse to believe the person looks and behave healthy... 

has the last phase of lung cancer......

I don't know what to do cause I cannot do anything.....

so I always show my smiling face try to cheer up everyone.....

yet....someone thinks I shouldn't be that way cause I should look serious....

ok.......never mind...everything I did u can just pretend that was nothing....

next saturday I'm going home....

maybe it's the right time I go back cause I shouldn't be here........