很煩，看完不要管我，我只是懶得上鎖。

今天讀書依舊一點進度都沒有，
自私的讓別人分擔了一點自己的難過，
其實感到很抱歉。


我不得不說，今天在說的時候，撐得很難過
我不想哭不想哭。

好像全世界糟糕的事情都遇上了的感覺。

我想逃我想逃，卻沒有地方逃了。


事實終究是要面對的不是嗎?


今天原本想逃課，
嗯
因為我不確定我笑不笑的出來。


我是要這麼樣的努力才笑得出來，
卻又要更努力的把自己的專注力放在書上。
老實說，好像做不太到。

我必須要撐起笑容，假裝一切我很釋懷很ok。
假裝我沒事還可以談笑風生。


很煩，

受夠了。


事情卻像是永遠都不會落幕。

每天在家裡，聽到的事一樣的話題
聽到的事一樣的抱怨


很煩，很可怕。


要面對的事情這麼多，我每個都想逃。

社會怎麼這麼現實?


I couldn’t tell you why she felt that way,

She felt it everyday.

And I couldn’t help her,

I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What’s wrong, what’s wrong now?

Too many, too many problems.

Don’t know where she belongs, where she belongs.

She wants to go home, but nobody’s home.

I’s where she lies, broken inside.

With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes.

Broken inside.

Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why.

You’ve been rejected, and now you can’t find what you left behind.

Be strong, be strong now.

Too many, too many problems.

Don’t know where she belongs, where she belongs.

Her feelings she hides.

Her dreams she can’t find.

She’s losing her mind.

She’s fallen behind.

She can’t find her place.

She’s losing her faith.

She’s fallen from grace.

She’s all over the place.

Yeah,oh

She’s lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah

She’s lost inside, lost inside...oh oh yeah