A lot of times,
I always think:
I try to do my best,
but if my host family can’t see that,
and finally I should change to Gorgea,
at that time, how will I feel?

I really want to stay here, super want!!!!!
can anybody understand this feeling?
Always I help my host family to clean thire’s house,
I keep my smile all the time that when they see me,
they can feel happy too.
If out side is rain, when my home dad doesn’t bring his umbrella,
I was keep mine to help him,
because my home sister was hold on his hand.
when we go to restaurant,
I usually chose the cheaper one,
then the money was not a problem for them.

In my school, I try to do my best,
I stay at the library every day,
try to help my grade be better than better,
but of some subject like Biology I always had some mistakes,
so is really hard to get A or A+.
I just think if my grade can do the perfact,
my home family can like me more.

however, I think is not just the grades problem now,
because if my grades is perfact,
it coundn’t change anything.
I really don’t have any idea to let my host family like me more!!!
Who can give me some idea??

After 2 month, is the term that I should change to Gorgea,
I’m so scard that my host family tell me:
You should change to there.








Anyway, I will try to do my best everyday,
because if I just worried is coundn’t give me any help, right?
I need more hard working, show the best of mine for them,
then I just hope finally I can stay, I just hope that.

Please come true, if I do my best...