1. 造了一個給我開了個大玩笑的夢，今朝醒來那一刻真的不知道該生氣還是應該笑，連潛意識都這麼有幽默感，我應該要好好的誇讚自己...... 是時候換一換新了，舊想法沒放下很難加新東西，唉

2. 教Emotion 的好像大白熊Cory 的lecturer和教 Consciousness 的紫色頭髮 Lecturer 都教完了要換人了!! ><  很喜愛他們的課呀..... 每天上課就會覺得自己什麼都不懂然後後悔沒有讀reading 的課...... 我想看READING 我想看READING 我想看READING 但每次都在想...... 想完之後就去做了無聊事...

3. dear miss L: I miss you too~ sometimes i feel i really need to talk to you. i found that i get lost most of the time lately. = =;;  sometimes i feel like my life is getting stuck badly and i dunno how to go on. so shit...

4. after 3 years of being a student of  "behavoiral sciences", i found that i know nothing about human behavior.

5. i think about things that i know will not happen. i dream about things that will not happen, and it really did not happen, neither in reality nor in dream

6. i think i am ridiculous most of the time, but kind of cool of the rest

7. i watch tv/film orginally written by jane austen, love them a lot but think that kind of wonderfulness are just to good to be true.

8. whats wrong with me?

9. again, what is so important in life?

10. i want someone to tell me what to do, but i dun want to rely on others. i want to be independent, but  i am not strong enough to.

11. i am thinking more and more, and i am being confused more and more

12. i forget more things than before

13. am i going to be insane?

14. it is so hard: i cannot stop be non-sense. Sense: dun be stupid. keep walking. Sensibility: minding minding minding. waiting waiting waiting. remaining remaining remaining. Sometimes i feel like the sensibility is about to shout out. But it cause nothing right? It cause no pain, no itch to no one. <<< realising this make me more mad. It is all about me, my problem. blaming no one but myself is right and responsible, but does not make the situation better.

15. when should i let out the emotion when should i not?

16. ohhh,

17. "you can never get anything you want"

18. is it a problem? is it not? to the thing that i thought, a lot.

19. orz... what am i going to do after graduate?

20. even the night is not yet over, the river is just a river. i knew it, already.