Guilty
Upset
Overwhelmed
Distressed
Inadequate
Low self-esteem
Stressed
Anxious
Tired
Drained
Racing mind

These may be things I deal with frequently
With clients
That doesn't mean that I am used to that
I'm not stripped of my own feelings
My values
My emotions
My empathy

I feel what they feel
I am who I am
I feel what I feel
They are who they are.

Together,
it becomes over-excitation
Sometimes I wish, that my parasympathetic nervous system is ready to act
Inhibitory
I don't want to be numb
But a conglomerate of emotions can be tsunamic.

Perhaps when this wave is over,
I will be happy by the beach.

Bake a strawberry cake
Make someone happy
因為你快樂所以我快樂。
因為女強人不准不快樂。