2008-11-08 21:22:56Sylvie

我很壞

2006/05

那天上完體育課後,

Andy約我在NTU的出口見面,

我一眼就認出他來,

跟照片沒什麼變的是他的年齡,

可是沒想到他比照片上矮,

見了面,打了招呼,

一路上聊了幾句話,

然後他提議找了一家店坐下慢聊。

 

老實說我不太敢直視他,

因為我會害怕,

他的眼神讓我覺得很不舒服,

(就是那種全身不自在unconfortable的感覺)

大概是我們兩個的年紀看起來差太多,

(Andy is alreay 30 or maybe over 30, I don't really sure)

所以別桌的客人一直用奇怪的眼神看著我們。




我覺得我很壞,

因為跟他聊天的同時,

我一直在想我們什麼時候會say goodbye

我心裡有點慌,有點uneasy

then my mind was thinking of Peter

I really hope that the meeting will get ending soon

so i looked at my watch again and again

even though that was impolite

 

後來他也覺得我不專心,

於是問我待會是否還有dating

then i cheated him i have a dating later

OK. I admit that 我真得很壞。

 


跟Andy say goodbye之後

我就急著撥電話給Peter,但他正在上課

so I left the message to him that I wanna see him

he replied me he had a dating with friends, can't accompany me

briefly,we didn"t meet that night and I felt so disappointing...



總是如此,
我想念Peter,但是他好像都不明白。

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