然後他提議找了一家店坐下慢聊。

老實說我不太敢直視他，

因為我會害怕，

他的眼神讓我覺得很不舒服，

(就是那種全身不自在unconfortable的感覺)

大概是我們兩個的年紀看起來差太多，

(Andy is alreay 30 or maybe over 30, I don't really sure)

所以別桌的客人一直用奇怪的眼神看著我們。

我覺得我很壞，

因為跟他聊天的同時，

我一直在想我們什麼時候會say goodbye

我心裡有點慌，有點uneasy

then my mind was thinking of Peter

I really hope that the meeting will get ending soon

so i looked at my watch again and again

even though that was impolite

後來他也覺得我不專心，

於是問我待會是否還有dating

then i cheated him i have a dating later

OK. I admit that 我真得很壞。

跟Andy say goodbye之後

我就急著撥電話給Peter，但他正在上課

so I left the message to him that I wanna see him

he replied me he had a dating with friends, can't accompany me

briefly，we didn"t meet that night and I felt so disappointing...



總是如此，
我想念Peter，但是他好像都不明白。