2008-05-29 19:45:37※MIX-ING※

Wut a stupid class ! Fuk it .....

omg ....omg ....!!!!

I guess ,u dont really knw how do i feel nw...

and i dont knw either... fuk”

i wish i could forget everything! i wish i could forget her!

...i wish i could feel everything’s nice and fine!....

i wish i dont look so terrible nw..

i wanna be nice.. but, it’s not really...

omg... !

Im full of shit.!.. wut am i talking about?!

i dont really knw... im not sure...!!!

i dont really sure...

wut am i thinking about....

i dont wanna have doubts in u... i should believed in u! i knw~

i knw that! ....

i just feel so insecure.!! yep... insecure and scared...!

How much that i wanna remember the whole words u told me!

How much that i wanna put my trust in u!

How much that i wanna look nice..NOT like this..fukin look like a mad!

I dont believe ...Why do i feel so insecure...

I dont knw ... why should i feel so insecure...

i want u baby... u re the only way to save me...

i want u to hole me tight nw...

i wanna cry...

My head is all nerves.....

i wish u can comfort me nw...

i’m not calm....

when i just think of that u’re having the stupid class!

yep~ wut a fuking stupid class! like her fuking ass! bull shit!

when i think of this...and i cant control my head ...

i dont wanna be like this...

i knw..i have to stand up tp it one day...

i have to stand up to the reality...
and~
nw... we face to face... im so scared to it...

im so stupid... im so shiftless...

i should forget her...i should face to the relity...for u~

i luv u baby....

i just need a little time to clean out these stuipid things in my head!

i cant ..without u... u knw that!

i wish u could stay with me to forget...

just you and me! we stay together!

help me to foreget....Dont leave me..and keep me warm..

Dont let me be so insecure...

Dont let me feel so insecure...

i need u.... i need ur luv...

i cant stop this nerviness ...

i will be fine....

trust me... i dont mean to have a doubt in u ...

i dont like this...

i just feel...insecure... and scared....

bcoz i luv u.... Do u knw that....?

omg....

i cant write ...

i wanna cry...

wut a stupid class!

fuk it all !

fuk her bithch!....