Maybe sometimes...we don't mean to be this way
Maybe sometimes...we don't want to act this way
Maybe sometimes...we just don't have the choice

Sometimes I feel that I have never had anything
besides the joy of nothingness
I thought I am something while I am actually nothing
I thought I pretend to be confident when the feeling of self-abased surpassed all I can take

To you, I am a no one
To my parents, I am a selfish willful kid
To myself, I am just a girl who wants to be just as you guys

maybe sometimes...I'd rather be the no one....

You've gone
All've gone
I m lost
All are lost

剩下虛偽的,完美的...外在
如果可以...我想就這樣消失
I want ALL or NOTHING

人生是現實的
我不再天真
To survive, take as much as you can, and give nothing back...
This is a world of survival of the fittest