2009-09-13 11:59:21Deja Vu

What I Need

12.9.2009
Saturday

What I need is to be needed.
What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.

《Choke》- P. 213


Interesting, I think that is really what I need.