2003-05-25 22:57:34braveheart

【Life Biz】Passion

This month, I felt I was keeping losing passion in every aspect: work, friendships and relationships. Steve is now in a mood valley.

People work for a living, but if the job isn’t your favorite, or you don’t have correct attitude toward the tasks, it will be a hard time during weekdays. I am learning to climb out of this hole of depression.

Recently, I became acquainted with some netfriends who read a lot of my articles. I really felt they are all good people, but I cannot find out my passion to be a good friend with them, because I was not in a good mood. I felt so sorry for them! Besides, I stopped to know people I met in a lecture, because others’ feedback was negative for the most part.

Romance, which is a mystery of myself, is still unstable now. And I still seek for my princess. This is kind of like being on Silk Road. Hopeful, meaningful, but tough!

It’s a rethinking time for me. As time goes by, I think what I’ve got and what I’ve learned from the passed period’s efforts, frankly speaking, is really rare. Maybe you readers didn’t agree what I said, especially someone who’ve known me for a long time. I am not sure, either. Perhaps I set a too-high goal (or a too ideal dream) for everything, and I just a little achieved.

Some elders said it’s a good chance for me to adjust my steps, and to know more about humanity. I consider that it is a start for my inner journey…