"what you see is not always what you get.."
is that your reply?

i cant understand...
does that mean you dont exist? you are nothingness? or you're just all my guess?

"you can't lose something you've never got..."
that's the way i try to convice myself.
yes, i've never have you, own you, even touch you... how should i say i've lost you?

i was wrong, i am wrong...
but i am happy to be wrong..