2003-12-06 22:17:00Zosoo...~

5th December, 2003......

got 2 unread messages when I woke up.... both from Joe...
happy...@@ although I was quite happy about that...
but on the other hand I found myself really stupid lor!!
how could I fall to sleep so quick...!!??? -_-''
oh well... it wasn't acutlly my fault anyway...
he knows that my bed time is at 9:45....-_-''
anyway.. nvm....

made cookies in food tech~~
wasn't as nice as what I had expected....''
disappointed.... was going to give one to Kenneth....
that was a cookie in a ''K'' shape...
but mo loy lor....!! Ms john ate it........... -_-''
so I decided not to give anything to Kenny...
even it's his b-day today....-_-''
oh well......

then during lunch time I went down to M+D and c Mr. Finch~~
so cool!! I saw my viola!!!
ok la... again... not what I had expected lor... -_-''
mo loy........
but nevermind... I can't change my mind till May anyway....~

Prep time finally finished all my ICT project...
so good!! feeling so relax~~
kakakka~~~

then after prep I talked to Dove....
he is so ''ba chi'' oh!!!!
hahahahhahahah~~~~ so sweet~
I asked for his address.... and then he looked so funny...~~~
ka~~~ <-- GOD!!

after lights out I was so bored... Sam and Alex were ringing random people.....
just like what they did last year.... -_-''
so noisy and annoying.... -_-''
so I decided to text some people....
then I decided to text Joe....
I really should not do that!!! so stupid.....
I said ''hey... why did you ask if i fancy you?? do you fancy me or something??''
god.........!! how stupid that is!!!!
after I texted him... he rang me... and tell me off!!!
becoz the person Sam and Alex were ringing was JOE!!!!
and he thought I was with them!!!
they made Joe lost his important concert, which would give him £5000 each year if he had signed it...
GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really shouldn't send that message..... >_< then at least he wouldn't say that....
he was so angry... and I felt so ''mo loy''... coz I didn't even do anything..!!!
then I hung him off.. coz I felt really annoying too.....
I switched off my phone... then I went up to Sam and Alex and asked them what happened...
so stupid!! they told me to tell lies... god!!!!
then I switched my phone on... got a message from Joe....
'' FORGET IT DONT ASK DONT BOTHER I HAVE HAD ENOUGH YOU CAN BLAME YOUR FRIENDS DONT CALL ME OR TEXT ME AGAIN EVER WE HAVE NEVER MET''
................'' I was so shocked......!!
how can he say that!!! the first reaction was....--> cry.... =P
didn't really mean to... but I just felt so upset... I didn't do anything at all...
y did he say that!! so I texted him anyway.... saying....
'' Excuse me!! It was my fault!! I wish I didn't meet you, then at least I would not have wasted so many tears''....... don't know why the hell I say that...
but I did.... then I texted Raymond and asked if he is free for a chat....
he got his fone OFF!!!!!!!!!!! god........
then I just carried on crying and crying and switched my phone off..
listen to my Minidisc.. and then slept...
so hurt.... >_<